it's the 2nd time i hear it coming from you.
my heart shivers. chill all over my body, my heart aches.
my taboo.
i never allow myself to say that, to think of it.
you are saying it like it's nothing.
even if it's used as a threat from not wanting me to do something, it's forbidden.
my heart squirms.

i care i care i care.
mayb i jus don't know how to express myself well, or perhaps i dont want ppl to know how i feel.
i care so much that i grumble for every little things.
i don't wan to b***k.
nvr thought of that, atriocious it is. how could u say such things.
i care about nothing except you, baby.
i may play, i may taunt. but i am still here, to be with you.
i want to know that you feel for me, you care for me. by testing you thru jealousy.
my bad, and i shall stop playing, for i do not wan to hear the same words from you again.

yesterday dar brought me to watch a play , 'Much ado about nothing' by william shakespear.
had this feeling that i wont like it initially . but after that it's really nice i felt.
went for our monthly ice cream at marvellous creme.
had xinwang for brunch, fantastic. highly recommended.

this little book of our memory, witness of our love and our time walk, is really sweet.
i love it a lot, that i teared.
it has photos of us in the past few months and little drawings with descriptions.
thank you baby.

yesterday was a great day although i was moody at some point. cnt help it. woman..
had supper after that, reached home at 12. collapsed.

see for yourself the pinkness!
www.pinkdotsg.blogspot.com

when mommy went off, she took my self-discipline with her .
i am spending money like a spoilt brat .
ever since i got my ATM card on thursday, i've been swiping it.
jus on sat, i spent 100 bucks on a bag and a shirt.
and ytd i spent not so much, thank god. only 13 bucks on nets.
but i nearly wanted to bought a pair of pants for 60 bucks.
lucky for me cause edith was there to control me.

the worst part is, my dad is not stopping me!
he speaks in a way that is encouraging me to spend.
he kept saying '' it's okay to buy branded stuff, i understand. the quality is better . as long as you don't blindly follow the trend and buy overated stuff it is okay. ''
his overated is thousand plus bucks.
wtf luh. now only got edith and elsie control me.
oh wait, did i mention that i told my father ytd that im spending money like how the tap is running water. he said '' if you not enough i can deposit another 1k into yr bank ''
i should throw away my card man.

ytd went to pink dot!
it was awesome! omg the gays there are super hunky and nice-looking luh.
the lezzies still okok only .
laogong took photo with irene ng. cool right ?
and the people there are extremely friendly. super nice ppl. love them
went to sooma coffee hse for coffee. because every drink bought on that day , they will donate 1 buck to the pink dot. and actually the owners of the coffee hse are all gays. nonetheless they are warmly and friendly.
oh, and did i mention that me and edith wore couple tee? hehe..
strangers would come up to us and say '' that's a cute shirt u have '' , even irene ng said so .
love pink dot! love gayness!

E maths paper 2 was alright. a bit tricky.
Phys P2 a bit killer . hope can pass .

after papers went home and change, bro pick edith up and dropped us at orchard.
on the way there, we made out again. oh shiok man.
then went to take find pink shirt for pink dot .
bought 2 similar shirt from Pull and Bear . yay~ our 1st couple tee .

then walk walk, had pepper lunch.
trained home, took the red line. and jus before bishan the train stopped for like 10 mins.
then moved on. then stopped at bishan for another 5 mins.
then jus befr ang mo kio stopped for another 10 mins.
finally reach ang mo kio, they ask us to get out .

then the whole ang mo kio platform like human jam , super terrible.
strolled around amk hub for around 1hr 30 mins then go home. must wait for crowd to disperse.

played arcade. and i sat for the kids car. those kind where by u put 1 dollar coin then it will shake shake for a min plus . in exchange for that dare, i get to pda with her for a week. whoots.

made out with edith in the car behind my brother's back!
yay babe!

me and elsie have been webcamming for quite sometime.
then also dunno why we started thinkin names for my 2 future daughters.
and here it goes...
natalie sam-lim yun yi
taylor sam-lim wei yi
cool right ? LMAO. but i think is nice. though i think the surname would not be approve la.