hoho i maplin now i come out awhile to blog~

i ptin this 2 guys from malaysia

they tell me how thier country sux how they racist to chinese.

then they started comparin how many languages they know,

what malay, india, jap, french...so and so.

then they keep speakin malay

-.- say scoldin behind my bacl ..lols..

now they comparin like how many malay bad words they know LOLS!.

and i dont understand what they talkin abot =.= ..zz

anyway this laptop sux keep ddc. wtf lar

any1 maple buddy me lar. i so little friends T_T

memori3z - aquila.

and i need scarab wa 49 pm me price also. ^^

i jus wan to let out all this feelins.

it's been in me for too long, i feel that ive been bottlin for long enuff lerh.

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been 2 yrs ler, time flies

i've nvr blame u, not a single time

i've nvr been angry at u for ditchin me

i've always been seekin the answer to why u ditch me

even til now

from what i see u've not change, still the same

the best listener, companinon, counsellor and of course friend i've ever had

i'll nvr ferget how much i cried and cried and cried non stop

even when eatin, watchin tv, cryin to slp everysingle moment i can feel the water run down my cheeks

i'll also nvr ferget all the happy memories

jus thinkin of those memories alone is enuff to make me tear

i may not be that important to u

u r surrounded with friends, all the friends u could ever had

with dozen of suitors

but u r very important to me, still u r as important even now

thought u made me more strong, independence and mature.

but if it's possible i would rather u nvr leave me

though u do talk durin gatherin, but we can nvr be closer than b4

it's been my everyday wish that we could become friends again

it's yr b'dae'06 wish that we would be bff forever

but i cant fufill it, im srry

u r still the best friend i could ever ask for

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must be puzzlin why i said all this

when i first went schlin which was p1

i dont have much friends

when p2

if got even lesser

i was alone most of the time, durin recess or after sch

i became quite anti social

it's her who brought me hope and how it feels like to have a friend a good one

we became inseperable

until after psle...

OMG I CANT BBBBELIEVE THIS MAN!!

I TIO STEELY. WOOOOOW~~

I HUNT ONLY 4 HRS I SO DAMN LUCKY LURH!

ok lar although steely now worth no shyt but i still happy.

last time steely 12m, now only 4.2m haiz..

and yea i re-play maple cause i started mouldin..

HOHOHO REGINE IS HAPPY!!

cause someone got his retribution.

is that old disgustin fella.

think he has depression..finally his turn sia..

WOOho0000..

i seem to be unfilial hor?

but he disown me liao ma..

nvm im happy okay!

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i think 've not say much about my braces right?

ok my braces is black and is makin my lips sore.

my brother's statement : BLack specs+BLack braces=UGlyBEtty.

so im the bracedugly betty..

hohoho.

okay it hurt alot, and this time i seriously cannot chew my food.

not to mention chew not even cuttin them into small bits.

think have to wait for 1-2wk before i can eat solid food.

i can eat solid food now..i mean swallow, swallow them in chunks.

jus pray that i wont get choked~

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okies that's all for today thx for readin.!

oh ya,

i slept 13 hrs ytd,

which is almost twice the time a teen my age should get.

cause my braces hurts soooooo much i had to anesthetise myself..

and my food still taste yummy after mincin them XD

omg i've nvr seen such a petty guy in my life.

Mr lim,

my mother's husband,

and yes i refuse to call him what i should call him.

that day we quarrel and i scolded which i have no regrets at all, not a single bit,

am not lyin thru my teeth.

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today my hp's bill came, he tore it.

cause he's still angry.

man is he a guy or what, i seriously doubt it.

but nvm it's expected what would came from him.

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anyway im left with 2 options,

1)i will pay it myself.

2)i will have my line cancel..

which most likely would be the first one.

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he took this path i would make him regret,

so i would turn down every single call that's lookin for mr lim and tell them that he's dead.

he wants to play down and dirty i would entertain him.

disgustin fella.

REGINE's BRACE-ed AT 2.40 ON 20`11`07..x)

The 21 Satan points..
I) Respect not pity or weakness, for they are a disease which makes sick the strong.
II) Test always your strength, for therein lies success.
III) Seek hapiness in victory - but never in peace.
IV) Enjoy a short rest, better than a long.
V) Come as a reaper, for thus you will sow.
VI) Never love anything so much you cannot see it die.
VII) Build not upon sand but upon rock And build not for today or yesterday but for all time.
VIII) Strive ever for more, for conquest is never done.
IX) And die rather than submit.
X) Forge not works of art but swords of death, for therein lies great art.
XI) Learn to raise yourself above yourself so you can triumph over all.
XII) The blood of the living makes good fertilizer for the seeds of the new.
XIII) He who stands atop the highest pyramid of skulls can see the furthest.
XIV) Discard not love but treat it as an imposter, but ever be just.
XV) All that is great is built upon sorrow.
XVI) Strive not only forwards, but upwards for greatness lies in the highest.
XVII) Come as a fresh strong wind that breaks yet also creates.
XVIII) Let love of life be a goal but let your highest goal be greatness.
XIX) Nothing is beautiful except man: but most beautiful of all is woman.
XX) Reject all illusion and lies, for they hinder the strong.
XXI) What does not kill, makes stronger.
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white = what i agree.
green = what i apply.

The Nine Satanic Statements
1.Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
2.Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
3.Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
4.Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!
5.Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
6.Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
7.Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!
8.Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
9.Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as he has kept it in business all these years!

The Nine Satanic Sins
Stupidity
Pretentiousness
Solipsism
Self-deceit
Herd Conformity
Lack of Perspective
Forgetfulness of Past Orthodoxies
Counterproductive Pride
Lack of Aesthetics

The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth
1.Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.
2.Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.
3.When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there.
4.If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.
5.Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.
6.Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved.
7.Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.
8.Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.
9.Do not harm little children.
10.Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.
11.When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.

cool icons eh..?

here are some that i like.

http://www.xcomment.com/

THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALICIA! =D

so it's rainin now, i feel very happy and hyper.

feel like goin down and play in the rain.

the rain is so heavy sia, so temptin..

to me rain is the most beautiful natural magic.

it's amazin how rain works.

but it nvr last long, jus like good things.

u can tell whr the wind is goin without and gadgets.

stayed up all night watchin the sunrise alone.

i went to 7 eleven 2am in the mornin.

i saw this bangalas squatin arnd the void decks.

perhaps they were the reason why women stay indoors at night.

on my way back i feared being followed.

they were everywhr.

am still seekin one that understands me.

someone says im really emo.i think so too.

im goin to list out the things that went wrong in my life.

1)he had an affair.

2)my brother intro this device to my mother which makes everything worsen.

3)she ditch-ed me.

4)i suffered from depression.

5)i was appointed to bukit view.

6)she appealed out.

7)my appeal to unity sec failed.

8)i ended up in e4.

9)i baotou-ed.

10)i fail my EOY'07 maths.
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i dont like my life.

i still cry myself to sleep.

i still have sucide thoughts.

i think my depression is back.

i still cant get over our friendship.

i miss the time when we 3 sit together and have crabs, and play in the room while watchin tv.

i hate you for ruinin all the wonderful times.

i miss the time when we play catchin and have parties, make choco-jelly.

all good things comes to an end..a painful heartbearkin end..

no one understands how i feel, the undescriable pain...

i cry myself to sleep every now and then.

i stare into blank space for hours.

i despise myself for being a pathetic loner.

another bored day.

i know my results ytd, but it's only today then i know im with some yuckie guys from my class.

those yuckie guys are not in 3e1 but they take 3e1 course.

so i will try to appeal out of this class, cause i dont wanna do poa, not my type.

i dont wan to sit in the bank and jus keep countin and countin when i grow up.

and poa has not much future, futhermore thr's no A maths.

i wont go into comp studies lar, programmin....

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jus now i watch ellen degeneres show, she invited this lady from hairspray.

her name is lafi.... i forgotten her name, she's black and in hairspray she wore this blonde wig.

this lafi... lady is funnier than ellen, they click so well.

and they played this game of guessin, so funny.

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oh ya, and i haven started my holiday assignment though like 3 weeks have past.

well done regine, if i keep this up i will have another regret in my best/worst memory card.

so i guess i will start doin my work later..i will try to concentrate =\

i feel like fuckin shit really. im like cryin right now okay.

my mother is like reknown for findin faults.

my father is like a greattest BASTARD okay.

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the best thing that has ever happen in my life is:

gettin to know all my p6 friends.

the best friend that i ever had is:

isabel, she's like the only person i could seek to when i have problems.

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the person i hate most:

is my father.

he is evrything i hate.

i so envy people's father, their father is like everything to them.

and mine?..i just wish he wan dead.

he's like the person that ruin my life, trample upon it and smash all my hopes.

if it wasnt for him, my mother wont get into such depression and make her such a bitch that's so paranoid.

if it he hadn't had an affair my life would be perfect.

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my biggest mistake in life:

not studyin hard for PSLE and gettin into this lousy sch and leavin all my friends that i know.

they are really the best friend i could ever ask for.

if i had study hard, i wouldn't be in friendship problems, and in study problem.

my biggest regret in life:

gettin to born into this disgustin family, and not endin all this when i could.

if only i was born in a christian family with woderful lovin parents and have no financial problems, with siblings around my age.

jackass is sooo funny man.

they do really stupid stuff.

one that grossed me out is this guy he sniff an alive earthworm into his nose and cough it out from his mouth.

lots of funny and retarded things they do luh.

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i feel really giddy this few days like im sub-concious.

hope this feelin will go away or else i cant go out.

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tmr gettin results and i feel really nervous.

okay someone told me my previous quiz is not accurate.

shooooooooooo,i created this new one.

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=071114232238-525220&

this link can be found under
Хуй войне! too.

okay i feel the shit effect of braces kayys.

the metal tied to my teeth have metals juggin out and it's makin me have ulcers all over my inner cheeks and tongue.

and i ask my mum whether i can highlight my hair, she say no fine luh.

still ask my bro talk to me fuckin shit.

then he like say i follow trend, highlight hair means follow trend..what shit, since when i follow trend.

i dont wear really short shorts, i dont wear those wrapped up shoes and those really showin here and thr shirts right. fuck lar he blind or smth.

he say if i wan go highlight i go earn my own money or smth..not like i dont want, mother dont allow what..my fault.darn lar.

make me totally no appetite, eat half a plate of porriage.

then my mother was like singin in the kitchen and my father was like 'stop singin it's annoyin', cause she sings really loud and all day long.

then i said i agree cause im like whole day at home and hear her sing all day, can even hear her sing with her door close.

then they quarrel -.-

she say she got no freedom, her freedom is makin ppl feelin annoyed.

they quarrel quarrel i was like fucked up lar.

and im feelin giddy from the start of the camp til now.

in this family thr's no peace..not at all.

OKAY PEOPLE IM BACK!

i am here to tell my camp story.

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Day 1: i arrived late at the AVA theatre and i was wearin a really shit red shirt, it feels so uncomfy.

then we got our briefin blablabla...and got our camp booklet.

i belong to mambo team and tong en belong to samba..sad sia different group.thr's 9 groups all together.

we went down to play some games, and in one of the 3 station games i got this wonderful 2 scratch mark at my elbow.

then we went to hall to watch the LAST DANCE movie, it's nice luh all about dancin and different colour people how they treat each and other.

did NYAA updatin.

then we had lunch, is a box of rice with chilli-ed drumstick, 2 dumplings and a pile of little yellowish bitter/little weird tastin vegies.

we were given 4 hours after lunch to think of our own dance/drama item that will last for like 2 mins and the song will be from the disc given to us.

the first hour was like waste cause they jus wont budge, and after that we left 3 hours to complete our 2 mins dance. we prepared a folk dance whr the guys chase the girls. and im the guy..i really like our dance really fun.

we had dinner, mee siam and 2 prawn.

after that was the big night! the concert whrby everyone dance/drama their item.

sadly we dint won, tong en dance crazy frog so enthuly..hahas.

i like the salsa team, so funny..

tango also funny luh.

then we play the bomb game, mambo rocks!

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bathin time..we used the boys toilet, they let us bath first..so kind.

we were talkin and shoutin while waitin for the toilet so fun, we were even shoutin while USIN the toilet..lols.

then we had snacks and we were suppose to turn in.

i slept very well, i missed out all the fun where they talk and play and eat..was awaken at 4.30 someone ask me the time.

Day 2: wake up in the mornin wait for the toilet changed and clean up..pack out bags go to boys room and leave it thr.

we had nasi lemak for breakfast, not bad better than the previous 2 meals.

we headed for hometeam advanture NS place.

got 3 stations, 3 groups.

we play rugby at our first station, thr's 2 intructor teachin us, one tall ones short, one blonde, one brown..

we got the short, blonde instructor, Nick.

the game is tirin but fun luh..nick is really good and friendly, i think he better than the other instructor.

halijah likes nick..=X

we train for rugby and play tag rugby..

2 hours passed and we headed on to the next station.

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2nd station was rock climbin like 3 storeys high?

got this REALLY fierce instructor..like no one likes him, he keep scoldin people.

i started off really well, but the stones that we are suppose to grab on is really really hot.

cause alot people was in front of me and the sun is shinning onto the stones makin it scaldin.

so i gave up and i thought the instructor wont let me down but he did, and something surprisin is that he didnt scold me while im climbin he jus say good and nice..=D so happy.

after that i cant bend my fingers they were really painful cause we lift our weight many times with that 2 small hands. and it's so red, the rock climbin is no child's play really..

then we had mac for lunch..WOOT finally something nice.

the only thing i like is the milo cause it's cold... XD

and my father came, he took me to dentist..and im really shock cause ms toh dint told me although she knows it.

and i slept on the car i was very tired,

so i got this back braces onto 2 of my lower jaw back teeth and had my rubber bands changed.

and i went back to the camp 1 and half hr later, i dint try the high rope something..

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we did survey and were given EXPIRED facial cleanser. wth -.-

bus-ed back to school get our stuff and were released, lucky no more briefin.

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i wanted to cab home but no cab.

chat with halijah awhile at the bus stop, then michelle and janice offer me a ride home.

reach the foodfare near my hse, bought 1.5L green tea and went home.

i bathed, wanted to blog this earlier but dint...was REALLY REALLY tired so i went to sleep.

yes im postin AGAIN!

im still at home i jus bath-ed.

while waitin for my hair to dry, im playin book worm.

i will be leavin hse in25 mins time. =/

I AM STILL AWAKE! X)

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i still couldn't go to sleep so i will jus keep bloggin to make up for tmr not being able to blog .___.

i finish watchin 1 episode of CSI on channel 5.

and i went to forward bulletins on friendster, and MAN friendster limit for postin bulletins is strict, i posted like 3-4? and no more access..

geezzzs. i could be bored to death u know.

tv is showin some really classics from the 80's on almost all my favourite channels.

so i really have nth to do.

okay i will go roam around ppl's blog, if u r lucky u might get my tag. =D

ok..here im again postin.

i changed my shirt twice, cause it's jus fittin, not tight but jus fittin and it make me itches all over.

so in the end i wear neither the 3 shirts, instead im wearin a jacket now.

now im watchin csi miami and i would be in sch in another 4 hours, still countin down.

previously was really fed up, but now it's over and ya we are closer than ever.
misunderstandin and quarrels can bring the friendship/relationship closer.
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it's kinda late, i know..postin at 3am in the mornin is really weird.
i kinda like hack into my bro's laptop, i jus guess the pw.
so i cant sleep because im too excited about the dance camp, which i dont think will turn out to be that fun.

but whenever im leavin the hse for camps/goin overseas, i would get this really excited.

ALOT ppl i know dont like camp, but i think camp is fun..u get to know more ppl and play games..except for the fact that there will be long queues for toilets and no air con, i think campis great.

well, i jus finish watchin 1hr of criss angel's mindfreak show, in case u dunno it's a illutionist show..he vanish in front of people, he make things disappear, make a non-livin model came alive and walkin on swimmin pool water with ppl inside..i love the show!

ok im still not goin to sleep but this keypad sux cause the SPACEBAR is like not workin.

soooooooo, im just goin to stop here before i smash the keypad..=))

and dont miss me when im in camp xD

Take My Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com Can you Ace my quiz? Yes! No Let's Find Out!

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yea..nth better to do and so i present to u the 'u think u know me?..think again' quiz i made myself for ppl who know me and thos maggots that dont. XD
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so yea..go ahead try it, not gonna laugh at u. ^^

my father call to ask me what i want for dinner.
i say porridge, he say dunno whr to get that.
i say ok lor then nvm i dont want eat, he what...attitude sia!
then my mother call ask if i want to eat subway.
say dont wan, she jus keep goin on the list of food available within her sight..
shit lar..stupid calls.

wake up.watch tv.bath.eat.bloggin now.
am suppose to be in the dance studio dancin now.
skipped dance cause i dont wan to feel crap halfway thru dancin, get what i mean?
daddy jus left hse, am alone at home.
still no cartoon, so not goin to watch tv for now.
i on the air-con, shhh...not allow to on air-con in the day. XD
blast the music cause havin funeral down at my block, and it's noisy.
i now have nothin to do so i jus gonna say random stuff.. ~.~

1)i think my dog is cuter than u.
2)i dont think santa clause likes me.
3)i think ciara dance better than u do.

4)i hope im not in love, cause it's not a good thing.
5)now i think braces sucks.
6)friendship is not always smooth-sailin.

7)i think i chip my nail.

8)i really like singin.
9)i want to have 2 daughter, would be wonderful if they are twins.
10)i dont think bill gates is handsome, those bootlickers are jus $_$.
11)i think guys are whatever.
12)perhaps i still haven't let go yet, i need to, really.
13)ppl say this is not a auspicious number, but i think this number is GREAT.
14)i shall stop here.
15)bye~

now is friday already..so i dint update for the past 2 days..

i woke up an hour ago..was sleepin from like 6-11pm?..did wake up a few times but went back to slp.

i felt like crappy shit okay?
i cried ytd night, my teeth aches like !@#$%&*
thr's 8 blue rubber-band like thing beteen my teeth, and i pull one out..that bloody small thing make me feel like shit and wantin to kill someone..
i dont think i will be goin for dance..
and i cant really chew my food, i've to nibble them.
feelin crappy again..arghhhhHH.
bye~~D:

mornin go fill my tooth.
afternoon go check, the doc put some blue thingy at my 4 gonna extract molar teeth.

go another doc, he inject for me the numb numb thingy liquid so i wont feel anything.
i say will be gentle, yet he use so much force to shake my tooth.
first tooth extract, abit feelin..
second tooth extract, totally no feelin and i dint know the tooth is out already..
the doc very funny..still ask me if i wan keep my teeth for memorial or smth.
anyway i am still bleedin though 1 hour has pass.
wasted ALOT of my saliva and blood..
and im goin to extract another 2 teeth in the future.. @__@

today no braces, srry to disappoint u ppl.. =(

today ishhh soooooooooooo borin.
wake up in the mornin play com, take nap til 3.
mummy 3 come back eat lunch.
play com again til 7+.
watch tv and bloggin now..

tmr mornin im goin to get my teeth clean, in the afternoon i will get my braces.
im gonna get brace-d..T_T

buaix bye solid foods.. i will miss u.
buaix bye ice..

oh man..today was awesome!

awaken by a mornin call at 7.30 in the mornin?

cant go back to slp, pathetically i got only 3 hrs of sleep.
so..gamed..showered..mopped the floor.
hastily dress up cause elsie's mum was early.
anyway reached vivo at 11.40?

buy tickets, watched GAME PLAN.
it's a nice show, must watch.
makes me laugh and cry.

had ice cream at terra(small cafe), elsie mum treat me.
elsie's mum is so funny..no wonder elsie is humerous.
her mum make me laugh til i tear..
after that we went to a jewellery shop, i bought a pair of ear studs and elsie bought a dolphin bracelet.
we headed to toy-us-rus, taken alot of pictues..will upload later.
then we go to big bookshop, i bought 'Tell me why' sci book and elsie bought a 'Tell me how' sci book.
left vivo at 4 and elsie's mum send me home..
shall stop here,
bye~

was bored..so did some quizzes..

here are some of the results. =))

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours. You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it. In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return.

You Are 52% Gross

You're more than a little gross, but probably no more gross than the average person. Maybe it's time to drop some of those disgusting habits that could eventually embarrass you!

Your Brain is Green

Of all the brain types, yours has the most balance. You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver. You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Mute Belly Dancer. Where You Lived: Thailand. How You Died: Consumption.

I WAS MUTE??!!

what?..C.O.D was poison?

i just remember..that

TALL and fat ppl has higher chance of getting cancer.

it's reported in the news ytd.

sooo...you TALL ppl watch out man!

that's the advantage for being short =)

muahahahas...^^

after my previous post i went to slp.

was awaken by the mah jiong noise .___.

stupid shit, today will be another sleepless night.

been waitin for someone to reply my sms since like..the start of my dance?

today started terribly.
woke up at 9, off my phone alarm and i go back to slp! $#%%^$%
woke up at 11.45 in the end, quickly shower pack stuff then wait for hair to dry.
when walkin to the mrt station the sun is bbq-ing me?
i saw bryan at the mrt station, we board the same train and i stood beside him.
he was like emoin the whole journey?!
race out of the train when the door open, he rushin to meet who sia..
anyway freakin weather..reach sch my face is red luh.
i cant dance properly.
1)my leg is still achin..
2)i dint eat my breakfast/lunch.
dance ended.
went lot 1 buy dinner.
and bloggin now, anyway i may not be goin to the nx dance.
woot.
bye~

went to meet kiat hwee at 1.30 to go gym.

reach thr i cnt do any leg's workout.

cause ytd dance til leg very achin liao.

i play hero still go do the cyclin machine -.-

now my leg is like...

achin + new ache = super unbearable ache.

cnt squat down, cnt walk, cnt walk up and down the stairs.

sounds like a crippled uh?

and tmr i still got dance T_T

so came home i went to sleep.

and now bloggin

stop here lar.

bye~

ytd night i had the scariest nightmare.

and it seems so real, will briefly describe.

i was takin an exam in MY room with an invigilator.

my hp rang and was confiscated.

i just kept cryin and beggin her, which i dunno for what .__.

cry for 2 hrs straight without doin my papers. >_>

so got zero and i continue cryin...@______@

i know it's REALLY REALLY stupid.

anyway my brother's phone line been cut!

he forgotten to pay the bills.hahaha..