i wan to glide thru the night sky with u

hands tightly held together

past thru the romantic stars

wishin upon a time freeze

never forget the times we had

the joy we shared.

should u fall into a hole called '' Love ''.

you will suffer emotional side effects.

you will start to see the person everywhere .

you will not be able to extract the face from yr mind .

you will lose yr concentration in doin things .

you will start havin mild/wild fantasies .

you will recall all the memories with the person .

and slowly the hole gets deeper in .

which i giv a new name , ''Obessesion''.

now u will want the person .

you u start the topic with ''him/her'' and ends with ''him/her'' .

you will imitate ''his/her'' habits and pet phrase .

you will unknowinly find yrself followin him/her, or worst stalkin him/her .

you will see him/her, when u are doin your work, when u r eatin, before u sleep and even in yr dreams .

when you lookin into yr contacts list u will only see him/her number .

when u receive msg, u will be pinnin the hope that it's from him/her .

you will start splurgin money to buy things for the person, even if it's all you hav left .

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so dont fall into this hole.

unless u hav confident u wont get hurt ,

or else..the pain is endless.

tdy went out with hc and did abit of work in the library.

then go home liao, very early and so sian sia.

anyw, if u guys hav anything to tell me via phone.

DONT sms me, call me instead.

cause my bill boom to $200 for this month and last month it was $260.

hais, shytty sian luh. cnt sms liao. fk

i dunno if this is the true u,

but u seriously hope not.

everyone changed ever since we rised from sec 2 to 3

u r no exception.

the risin gain in popularity and the winnin of trust from everyone

has brought u further away from me.

i no longer know u,

or is it me who had been thinkin to much.?

i dunno..im confused.

tears floodin up, blurrin my sight.

i cant see, cant see you.

i dont feel like talkin to u, u r not true .. are you ?

i dont wish to talk to anyone,

i've no idea who is true and who is hypocriting.

i gave myself a long and hard thought .

im really confused, all messed up.

im lost in my words, i've got nth to say.

i dont see the ''you'' that i first know 3 yrs ago .

reminds me of all the disappointment i had of u,

u r no longer the source of joy and laughter.

u might hav gain what u've been yearnin for,

but when someone gets what they want

they neglect or forgot about their old toys.

in this case, it's friends .

i wanted to cry out everytime i see u.

i hope ,

im jus jealous of u and everything u hav now;

im thinkin too much;

im the one who had changed and not u.

i really hope this is the case.

today such a crazy day .
left house at 8am and sch starts at 8.20? or mayb is 8.30..
thought i was gna be late for sure..but make it jus befr assembly start.
had P.e, go thru what napfa scores then play game..quite boring .
then was english, dint listen..crapped with ppl arnd me and write my foolscap pad.
recess..eat liao then we go around teachin people where the human's CENTER OF GRAVITY is and what comes after center of gravity. haha poor people who were taught by us.
then was amaths, 1st time i totally dint listen sia..aishah such a bad influence !
phy, super funny for me..Mr ho told us a story from AMERICA's FUNNIEST HOME VIDEOS.
...there's a kid mayb 3-5 yrs old..riding a tricycle with a cart connected at the back of the bike .
inside the cart were 2 babies, and here comes in the physics theory.
when a moving object suddenly comes to a stop, things inside will continue to accelerate .
SO..when the kid suddenly brake the bike the 2 babies flew.
then i burst into laughter cause i find it funny but ppl say i psycho ._.
chem was after physics,
chased out of class agn..moved table and chair and sat outside =((
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asked junie to subst me for the councillor invest teacher smth blabla de.
then go find ms toh and did my dc.
what i was told to do during dc :
-fill cups with fruit punch and alined it nicely on the table for guest's convenience to grab a drink.
-moved the catterrin trays or smth.
-fold table clothes after the buffet .
like maria..but better than sitting in class i stare u. u stare me .
then sat for 2 hrs ? with few people and went home .

wanted to do a long post but.. LAZY.

in short for everything :

THANKS GERRY FOR MAKING THE MORNIN CALL AND SORRY .

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A maths - funny cause of aishah.

physics - boring cause of Mr.ho .

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SORRY RACHAEL FOR YR EYE.

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YAY! WE WON THE CHEER COMPETITION! effort has paid off. =DD

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CONGRATS TO :

3e4 gettin 2nd place ;

3e5 getting 3rd place.

x)

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SEC 4&5's cheer were awesome !

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NEVER GET TO SEE 3e4 & 3e5 DE CHEER! NOT HAPPY! >X(

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67hrs of resisting .

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tags replies :

Gerry - okay i will get my 10ply tissue from u tmr .

Rebecca - i got alot of plaster lehh, what can u do..i bomb u ah.

Hc - cheat money ah ?! i sell 3 packets 1 dorla u sell 1 piece 20 bucks . SHOO!

JUNIE - yay..effort paid off . haha =)

MONDAY
had oral presentation, chinese, very easy settle the mdm xu wei .she kept sayin good good very good .LOLS! sia but sadly me and elsie missed the leap year 4.30 show so watched 6.50 de .
the show is super duper nice and it's a MUST watch, so touchin that i cant stop cryin .halfway thru the show some loser sms be .scolded me noob and weaklin and the reason for those name is super childish .
too lazy to type out the sms from him .
to him : dint pass u the stuff myself it's because im savin face for u and preventin the awkwardness we hav to face . are u dumb? do u want the whole world or rather the whole class to know u r ditched ? if u want so be it, but i dont wan to let ppl know that .. it's an emberrasment to me ya know .
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TUESDAY

pucnched someone then he gave chase and i slipped and fell, substained an injuried. =((

ipod was confiscated because that someone used so OPENLY and was confiscated by mr chia during recess.

hais, 5 weeks sia .

that someone was badly scratched by me , poor thing xP

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gav him back the bag and was scolded weaklin again -.- my gosh i wonder y he's so childish .

it's not that im mature .. it's that u r way to childish that's y u think that im mature -.-

in the night, he sent me an apology email, thinkin that it will work. scold in the evenin apologise at night . scold til so shiok then apologise say what his heart convert the sadness into hatred therefore he behaves this way. even it's true it's still rubbish.

example i am upset with a person and i begin to hate him then i kill him cause i was blinded by hatred and after he was dead i apologise.. it works ? NO! therefore u dont deserve my forgivness even we had been good friends befr .

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WEDNESDAY

start school late therefore slept til 7.oo and stare into space for 15 mins while sittin on bed .

then take my time to bath and eat then iron uniform and wait for hair dry.

dilly dally blablabla til 8.50 then LEAVE HOUSE when school starts at 8.30?

9.3o reach school ? walked 3 rounds cause leg injuried cannot run .

9.40 go back class and THILAGAM nvr come!!

damn sia i should hav left house earlier then can go there play.

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THUSDAY

had class cheer. initially it was very !@#$%^&*^#@

cause no one wanted to cooperate.

then we got it workin , was not bad but too bad that not everyone was there .

after that went to met pinky chan, louis and one more of their friend .

sat around and chat , they very funny people . haha .

then went home at 6 plus .

mapled .

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'm sorry to those who freaked out .
wasnt really angry with samantha they all.
because i too pressurized by different sorts of stuff therefore breakdown when they took my bag.
im not angry , dont worry rach and sam.
thanks people for being so concern . =)
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wanted to blog everyday but always type halfway thru no mood to continue .
so shall briefly said what happen on fri - today .

Friday

took back chem and maths common test paper . uber happy for my sci paper though i was quite pissed at first cause o.5 more marks and i will get A. in the end managed to get the o.5 mark =DDD .
thn aft sch went to watch the eye with kh , not scary at all luh and okayokay only the show .and i fell asleep like halfway thru the show and i kept coughin very badly like some sick dyin ah pek , everyone is lookin my direction luhh so ps .
aft tht think we went home without dinner cause ate snacks during movies lerhh . i kept skippin my cca , arghhh !!

Saturday

nothing much happened , more or less the pig cycle luhh .

woke up at 11 ++ , thn go eat watch tv and bath thn go back to sleep cause really really sick til cnt tahan . . gahh !!

woke up in the evenin agn at 5++? , play comp and spent some time re-dl maple cause of the damn patch . thn can play liao go find kh in maple , lvl 29 only harhahaha . too bad my hermit at elnath or else ks him til omg .

at night phone-ed with samanthat til 1++ ? thn go bath , and attended eric's maple weddin , GRATSS!! .

and i was really really bored so started callin people to ask thm wake up and go toilet xDDD

these are my victims :

Rachael , samantha , jayme , jamie , jenny , halijah and elaina .

some dint pick up / off-ed their phone .

some picked up and scolded me and hang up .

some rejected my call and off the phone .

Sunday

went out at 1 plus with papa mama for brunch . had chicken rice , and halfway thru this small boy came to our table and ''bang bang'' me . so cutee luhh , tht's y i wan kids so badly . duper cute mann .!!

aft meal went for tuition , did sch work thr on variations . i dont understand anything cause i dint go to the Ace learnin and see and sch cher also nvr teach anything on it . thn my tuition cher assume that i got learn thn briefly teach , i listen til my jaws drop wide open sia yet still understand a single shyt . CAN CRY U KNOW!

finally 3 hrs past and misery ends here .

thn went to jp to meet nana for movie .

watched the screen , some thai horror movie which is kinda scary but i only got scared once . waste of my money sia , no meanin de the whole show only very gore .

thn went to coffee bean eat cake for dinner .

thn nana sent me home aft tht .

reached home at 11 ? i guess so . and realised tht i spend 35 bucks on movie and dinner at coffee bean . fuck sia , needa spend money wisely from now onwards .

thn went blog hoppin and was surpriesed to see 3 person commented on my toilet call ytd night .

2 of thm reacted aggresively , pls proceed to the followin blogs :

Rachael's blog - m-stolensweethearts.blogspot.com

Jayme's blog - backto-then.blogspot.com

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Jamie's blog - jamie-blue.blogspot.com

ohya , and in rachael's blog she mentioned tht she pranked me sayin tht she saw the terrorist and trick me into believin it . and i did . wth omgosh! pls read her blog for the convo .

i called the few people out of boredem agn .

Monday AKA today

hmm today mr tan scared the hell outta me . he said '' those who haven done yr oral presentation pls get ready for presentation later during english period . ''

and im the first out of those FEW who hadnt done sia , scared the hell shyt out quickly go e4 borrow script . thn alyah lend me hers . thanks ^^! in the end i nvr present cause only 1 period , hahaha heng ahh . BUT , tmr im gonna be the 1st to present omgosh!! i can feel the anxiety of it so scared .. fkfkfk ahhhh ~~!!

oh and gotten back geog paper today not very happy with it .

here are all my results :

english 26/50

mathematics 23/40

chemistry 35/50*

geography 18/30

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2 Cs

1A

1B

okay luh i will buck up for mid yr paper .

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for those who dint do as well as expected ,

try harder for mid year , dont giv up kay .

dont sad , cheer up . sure u will score better next time if u put in more effort ^^