Dear GreenTea,

I am really sad that i lost you .
bad things just happen in a row .
i really love you, i do.
although i crippled u, i didn't mean it .
i've been trying to make up for it .
my tears for u are true . i hope that u will rest in peace .
though u did not enjoy yr stay here , on earth . i hope u will have a nice one up there .
maybe if i didn't accidentally crippled you that time, none of this would have happen .
i love you baby.
you will always be in my heart , loves .

maybe this is a bad omen .

up til this point, life sucks.
everyone and everything is like super screwed up now.
all so wet blanket; kena aeroplane.
trainings are super tiring and taking up time.
lotsa hmk, havent even touch a single.
everyone is fighting over money.
it's week 4 nx week. super fast.
common test coming soon and i felt that i've not learnt a single shit since sch started .
feeling duper pressurize right now.
and i saw something to add on to my misery.
i never thought i would feel this way, it's just not right .

FuckTheseShit.