when mommy went off, she took my self-discipline with her .
i am spending money like a spoilt brat .
ever since i got my ATM card on thursday, i've been swiping it.
jus on sat, i spent 100 bucks on a bag and a shirt.
and ytd i spent not so much, thank god. only 13 bucks on nets.
but i nearly wanted to bought a pair of pants for 60 bucks.
lucky for me cause edith was there to control me.

the worst part is, my dad is not stopping me!
he speaks in a way that is encouraging me to spend.
he kept saying '' it's okay to buy branded stuff, i understand. the quality is better . as long as you don't blindly follow the trend and buy overated stuff it is okay. ''
his overated is thousand plus bucks.
wtf luh. now only got edith and elsie control me.
oh wait, did i mention that i told my father ytd that im spending money like how the tap is running water. he said '' if you not enough i can deposit another 1k into yr bank ''
i should throw away my card man.