Things are indeed different now . Every thing has an equal and opposite reaction .
Salty water streaming down the cliffs ,
the silence im facing ,
it's so loud it's killing me ,
every little details that i was given hurts so much ,
the mess created ,
must eventually be cleared .
I'm ready to face it , and let it go .
It's like im facing such pain every year with a different occasion/person.
it hurts so very much .
the water cnt stop flowing .
my actions and words are being judged and given its verdict .
i don't know how to face her anymore , really .

If only ...