Nothing goes well without you..

blackjack-ed whole day at my uncle's hse.

and i started losing from the moment i sit down.

then god of wealth come and stack my bets, straight away blackjack 3 times consecutively.

that lucky pair of hands belongs to god of wealth.

then he left, and i continue losing =.=

i lost from 3.30pm to 9pm.

$30 bucks flew away. 1st year i lose money. lose so much smr.

every year i also will win one. this year i go wear everything black, undies also black =.= tamade

O well~ once a year only.. nvm luh.

that's my cousin jesmond, in 3 of the pics.

he's damn playful and super cute. he's annoying at times but i like kids , so nvr scold him.

cant wait for danielle(my future niece,due in 2 months' time) to arrive ~.~

yesterday was Lunar New Year. ehh..how to sayy.

was lacking ''WOW IT'S NEW YEAR! '' mood.

felt jus like any other normal days .

oh, and i nearly cause the car to lose a door, was sleeping on the car then when arrived at ahma's hse. i jus recklessly swing the door open and there was this oncoming car that honked damn loud and scared the wits outta me.

jus woke up, cnt blame right..

incident #2 , upon arrival at my ahma's hse..my grandma stunned in front me.

cause..she thought i was my eldest brother's new gf. like, in which way do i look that old ?!

and to thought that i had reunion dinner with her on Sunday =.= wtf??

that's the reason i post my pic..tell me, which way i look old ?!

after that was usual stuff lah, headed to maternal grandparents' hse. collect angbao. hehe haha.

then left.

reached home at 5.30pm

slept at 6.30pm til 8.30am in the morning.

going to maternal forth uncle's soon. POKER HERE I COME~!! YEAAAA MONEYYYYY ^^

yesterday, went to bugis with tong en, jorC, jia chyi, ming zheng and eugene like after school.
all went back to change except for 1, the one who wore chinese dance cca tee that girl. LOL.
it was hell fun with them.
super funny.
bought my flats and a shorts.
i like a bag from BONIA, S$476. it's very very nice. i like ;D
who wan buy for me ?~
jia chyi was imitating mr loh speaking foul language, then make me laugh til i cough like hell.
then those guys cnt stop suaning me.
and tong en kept snapping unglam photos of us. JORC'S STORY IS DAMN FUNNY!
opps..~
had a fun time. and a great time now, with no voice. woooo.
kk ciaos. gotta go get ready for tuition.

these are what i got in the morning.

thanks rebecca and gerry!! me love you !!

it's a powerpuff girl sponge ball and a vodka shaped umbrella. they are my belated birthday presents, for last year.

alright, i've let go of all my sorrows and unhappiness.

today damn fun. all thanks to tong en and her lame-ness. OPPS ;D

ha, i dint know my existence matters so much.
only when something happens, you realise me.
its okay. im used to it.
you're not the first one that hurt me.
you're the 3rd. aint you honoured?
i only want to know how u feel towards me, isit that tough ?
maybe this is the time my heart should start to die and rot.
because im mentally exhausted and emotionally drained.
i think it is the only way to preserve my puny life.

-edited-
wooo, im always there for people.
and im always alone when i breakdown.
ok lah, i shouldn't blame anyone. i never open up. haha too bad for me.
i remember those nights whereby i sit on my bed, hugging tightly to my pillow while the droplets rolled down my cliffs.
i swear, i need a break. i really need it.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. SHIT

I yllaer naw ot wonk woh uoy leef, od uoy wonk taht?
Tub I t’nod tnaw ot ecrof ym yaw hguorht ruoy sgnileef.
Revewoh I ma gnitruh flesym, 1 yaw si ton gnihtemos ecin. Ti struh, s’ti lufwa.
Era uoy dam nehw I dias I tnaw ot tup m serutcip no eadirf ot tcartta elpoep?
Era uoy suolaej nehw I lkat tuoba elpoep I ekil?

Siht skcus.

boring day AGAIN. nvr is there once whereby i find the day interesting IN school.
after dance went over to opp with all the siao ding dongs.
dunno why, was quiet at the start.
then when we all left for CC mac from opp. i jus became damnnnnnnn high.
i mean it's like a really long time since i've been so crazy so siao. (no laughin to myself during Amaths doesnt count, not siao enough.)
think the last time i was sooooooo crazy was perhaps sec 2?
...
laugh laugh laugh. started singing.
then laugh and drop to the ground, due to severe dizziness from excessive laughter.
i dropped to the ground like...erm mayb 8 times in all ?
that normal 10 mins trip to CC mac took like 20 mins ?
because i was playing piggyback. singing, talking..shouting a lot of laughing.
then i go ask weihong piggyback me, i leaped onto him and ...he fell backwards =.=
ELAINA IS LIKE STRONGER THAN HIM LAH.
i think i even dropped in the middle of the road..cnt really rmb.
when you laugh, all the things that are happening around u becomes so blur. and when u try to recall, it's vague.
then reach mac, sat outside.
back to old kampong days..all the garlic loaves came out.
then me, elaina, tongen, aishah, bryan, elaina's sis and friend and alex stayed and chatted .
jorC and weihong left early .
hahahaha..we blablabla til porn . XD
okay i shall stop here. kinda sian of typing all this crap liao.

Reminder to self.
1. not to on the air-con at night, suffering every morning.
2. try to wear pants with lesser buttons. xD
3. get new year clothes.
4. pay jan & feb tuition fees.
5. book dental apointment with dr.mah.
6. dont exhaust self.
7. start doing mr tan's hw.
8. go get a pencilcase, really need it.
9. get earpiece from boonlay.
10. go buy 1.5L green tea, at least 4.
11. start saving up my shillings for CNY.
12. save money.
things to get after CNY, according to importancy.
. pencilcase
. earpiece
. socks
. wallet
. underwear
. boxer
. backpack
. handbag
. formal clothes
. jackets

P.s please set aside part of angbao money for valentines day.

good thing? bad thing ? help me choose? or should i roll the dice?
give and take. give too much not good. take too much even worse.
hard to balance uh. i think balancing an orange on my head is easier.

saya sayang kau.

sch was boring, as usual. and i entertained myself lor.
morning played powerpuff girls.
Amaths lesson , was laughing by myself LOUDLY and was rather irritating .. that's what the others said.
i think i laughed for like 30 mins ? laughin at nothing =.=
then MT was blabbering session.
trained to cck after sch to do my ez link, which i lost it yesterday.
i dunno why i am reporting my life to you all, mayb cause i've got nothing better to do.
shall go watch tv now. weeee

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDITH!

today went to makan at new york new york.
saw evelyn, omg..she scored 10 points for L1R4!!!! and that gay woman, rech..scored a blardy 8 points =.=
damn..this world is full of monsters.
anyw, the food at new york new york, soso only.. was expecting smth more mind-blowing.
next time shall head for BOSS!
been aiming for that for ages ler. but then shopping more impt than food, so nvr go save for a meal at BOSS. bleah.

i didnt mean to make it so shocking for u. mayb u still dunno me well luh. i like giving surprises, shocks and scares. that's who i am luh, hur .
nothing much alright ? dont probe so much. last time liao. broke liao. weeeeee~
thanks for your words of assurance. now i can really step down to studies and not idle in romance ler.
thanks a lot ^^

regine regine regine , back to studies.
im so going off track.
nvm, regine shall bring regine back to the old boring textbooks.
ytd's tuition was awesome! i dint get anything =D
cause our marvellous bukit view is so lagged behind compared to other schools.
no binomial expression = no differciation
wasted my 3 hrs. pfffft.
weeeeeee~ english tuition rushing to me in 20 mins time. isnt life jus wonderful ?
today gna be a tiring and tedious day. so many places to go.

-edited-
yep, jus as i predicted. so tired man. urgh. life. studies. romance. family. hard to juggle worh.
anywwwwww, lim chong hiang, u r such a son of a bitch.
ohyea, btw he's my father. well-known hypocrite, at least in my eyes.
he's damn good at driving ppl crazy and literally into the coffin.
we will see how i shall torture him when he grows old and have his legs amputate.
buahahaha ;D

5 days since my last update .
weeee.
sch's fine recently. mayb im feeling the tension of O's ? mayb i jus wan a change in my studies style.
either way , i've changed .. i am starting to do my work , trying to finish it before due dates.
sickening. i still missed my ah lian days. O well.
on the other hand, i had fun this few days.
let see, wed..thurs..fri.
not bad..had been hanging out after sch.
and im lacking sleep man. feeling bloody-ly tired after every single hectic day.
even now, when i jus woke up 1hr ago and jus bathed. im still tired.
and i have got a 3 hrs tuition coming up. wish me luck man.
tata~

regine's a fucking coward ~ regine's a fucking coward ~ weeeeee!
well that explains all.

jus woke up from 2 hrs nap. still feeling tired and lifeless.
today i haven eat , and mom's gna go buy food now. and im not feeling hungry.
my taste buds are not open for business yet.
weee~
today's sch's not bad. soso , still quite fun. at least i got listen lah.
chinese still sucks as usual and i was sleeping during english..standard
everything's jus like before. hmmmm...

anyw my biceps are a little aching , from carrying that little monster ytd.
haha xuan xuan so cute. weeeee. but hell my biceps really aching lah.

the first thing i will do on monday is to tell u,
how sorry i am and what a fucker i was.
i wna tell u, i really love u..i still do. i miss the times.
but i always told myself that, u r trying to forget me..i asked myself dont pop into her life again.
but now, i will not be so stupid anymore.
2009 shall be a wonderful year for us.
im so sorry. let me bring u back from the shadows.

hmm, today is korkor's wedding.
i wore a dress and heels, not bad lah.. i kinda like it.
not as bad as i thought.
their wedding was lovely, elaine zehzeh is pretty..omg gorgeous.
and my korkor looked like short and stubby manager xDDD
i bet u guys wna see the pics eagerly right ?
tmr then i upload k..now abit tired ler .
wooooo, im falling in love with dress and heels. BLEH

okay..
i know there had been really alot alot of emo posts .
but now im really happy and cheery. so no worries that u will feel sad and miserable after reading my post ;D

hmm, staying at my bro's condo is damn good. had lotsa fun this few days.
monday-swam.run around town with bro.

tues-swam.went to suntec find edtih.

wed-cycling at east coast. countdown-ed at orchard. stay out whole night by the singapore river playing poker+truth or dare.

thurs-breakfast with edith after whole night out. went back to bro's condo, packed and left for home. slept for 3 hrs and then went to suntec and meet bro. shopped with now.

okayy, the following things that i had bought are going to shock u.
i bought a ..
dress .. and heels.
in additional, a COTTON ON shirt and a pants.

okayy, the dress is kinda like prom dress and the heels are mayb 2 inch? or 3 ? not sure .
anyw they are meant for my bro's wedding coming up this sat .
and after shopping hours for dress and looking thru tonnes to dresses, i kinda feel in love with them ><
shit i didnt jus said that =XXXX

yea..that's all for today. AND IM 16, MUAHAHAHAHA!