ha, i dint know my existence matters so much.
only when something happens, you realise me.
its okay. im used to it.
you're not the first one that hurt me.
you're the 3rd. aint you honoured?
i only want to know how u feel towards me, isit that tough ?
maybe this is the time my heart should start to die and rot.
because im mentally exhausted and emotionally drained.
i think it is the only way to preserve my puny life.

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wooo, im always there for people.
and im always alone when i breakdown.
ok lah, i shouldn't blame anyone. i never open up. haha too bad for me.
i remember those nights whereby i sit on my bed, hugging tightly to my pillow while the droplets rolled down my cliffs.
i swear, i need a break. i really need it.