i gave myself a long and hard thought .

im really confused, all messed up.

im lost in my words, i've got nth to say.

i dont see the ''you'' that i first know 3 yrs ago .

reminds me of all the disappointment i had of u,

u r no longer the source of joy and laughter.

u might hav gain what u've been yearnin for,

but when someone gets what they want

they neglect or forgot about their old toys.

in this case, it's friends .

i wanted to cry out everytime i see u.

i hope ,

im jus jealous of u and everything u hav now;

im thinkin too much;

im the one who had changed and not u.

i really hope this is the case.