i jus wan to let out all this feelins.

it's been in me for too long, i feel that ive been bottlin for long enuff lerh.

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been 2 yrs ler, time flies

i've nvr blame u, not a single time

i've nvr been angry at u for ditchin me

i've always been seekin the answer to why u ditch me

even til now

from what i see u've not change, still the same

the best listener, companinon, counsellor and of course friend i've ever had

i'll nvr ferget how much i cried and cried and cried non stop

even when eatin, watchin tv, cryin to slp everysingle moment i can feel the water run down my cheeks

i'll also nvr ferget all the happy memories

jus thinkin of those memories alone is enuff to make me tear

i may not be that important to u

u r surrounded with friends, all the friends u could ever had

with dozen of suitors

but u r very important to me, still u r as important even now

thought u made me more strong, independence and mature.

but if it's possible i would rather u nvr leave me

though u do talk durin gatherin, but we can nvr be closer than b4

it's been my everyday wish that we could become friends again

it's yr b'dae'06 wish that we would be bff forever

but i cant fufill it, im srry

u r still the best friend i could ever ask for

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must be puzzlin why i said all this

when i first went schlin which was p1

i dont have much friends

when p2

if got even lesser

i was alone most of the time, durin recess or after sch

i became quite anti social

it's her who brought me hope and how it feels like to have a friend a good one

we became inseperable

until after psle...