happy 8th month .
thanks for the prezzies .
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ytd went for my b'dae celebration with darling .
the best b'dae ever!
mayb because i nvr had a celebration for bdae since 6 bah.
but i get to eat my 1st ice cream cake ;DDD damn nice and shiok
then the MOF food is perfectly well for my standard.
the egg sauce with seafood is superb man.

darling gave me stupid surprise leave me to go bugis alone.
but the card very sweet.
it's ''i love you'' in all the languages , with my photo in it.
and we watch movie after that cause too much time .

i love her so much . thank you darling .

i know i should be studying, i know that i will be sitting in the hall in one month's time being unprepared. i know i will fail a couple of subjects .
and i know i will end up in an undesirable institute. but im not feeling scared , im not feeling worried. im not trying, even though deep down i want to study.
no one's here to push me anymore .
no one's here to nag at me , to see me through my beautiful life .
i've got no one to make proud of anymore .
every birthday i will ask for things that i want , ipod , watch, bag , jacket...
but this year i jus wan mummy .
i wan someone to be here for me everytime .
i dont want to be lonely .

hehehe, very long nvr update ler .
ytd just bought out couple rings ;DDDD
damnnn happy , look like engagement rings though .
but very nice , i love it .
there's 9 crystals on the inner side of the rings .
it has the meaning of 9 stones being hidden away, ...which stands for chang jiu .. chang chang jiu jiu .
you wish to here the story behind it, must visit edith's blog, pic also at edith's blog .
bleah, love her to death . muacks!

Hilary Duff - Stranger

Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind.
Nobody believes me when I tell them that there's so much you hide.
You treat me like a queen when we go out,
wanna show everyone what our love's about.
All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd,
But when no ones around;

There's no kindness in your eyes,
The way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell whats going on this time,
Theres a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
You made yourself look perfect in everyway,
So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed.
Your plan is working so you can just walk away,
Baby your secret's safe.

There's no kindness in your eyes,
The way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell whats going on this time,
Theres a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

Such a long way back, from this place we arrived.
When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry..

There's no kindness in your eyes,
The way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell whats going on this time,
Theres a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..


Then they would see a stranger too..

Then they would see a stranger too...