today no lessons, had financial literacy .
super funn, the person also very funny like mr rosman liddat .
sad, mr rosman leavin tmr . sniffs .

i dont get why life had to this complicatin, or why people tends to make it complicated .
jealousy greed competition
so ugly, very very ugly .
y cant they be satisfied with what they hav and be grateful for it ?
y must they ask for more and nvr satisfied ?
y must they be jealous of what other hav and compare themself ?
y make life so miserable when u can enjoy yr short vulnerable life ?

havin all the things you want wont make you happy, people around u does .
one can pursue all the materials he want and neglects people around him, ends up he will only die off miserably with no one at his funeral, no one pityin him . why must one end up liddat ?
the cycle of causes and effect,
be all jealous u wan, be all hypocrite u wan, used her all u wan.. cause you are the one sufferin in the end .
no one wants a hypocrite as friend, no one wants a petty friend, no one wants to be used .
you will be detested .

pains me everytime something so ugly happens , freaks me out everytime .
i dont wna grow up, though i know the world is cold and dark, people are practical and cruel .
but nvr would i thought someone so nice outside can be so despicable inside .
sad sad life .

i chance upon yr words
tears welled up
i nvr would hav thought you would be so nice
petty me
thought everyone is the same
thinkin you would end up hatin me and turn away
u look at it more positively now
makes me relieved
im grateful for a friend like u
though a second time is highly impossibly
but i still would regard u as my friend
u r devoted
u would find someone better than me
and may it last long
be focus on yr studies
i dont wan to be yr burden
lastly
i really appreciate yr exsistence
thank you and truely sorry .