today we get to know our positions, im the last half for everything, class + level .
and i get 27 points for L1R4, too stunned, too heartachin to feel anything .

everything is a failure...

relationship ended tragically, painfully .
acadamic scored really really disappointin marks, other than PSLE, this is the 2nd time i felt such stingin pain when i stare at my scores .
friendship, the terrifyin barrier .
kinship, im not close to either .
i hold back my tears.

life is short, and sad for me .
seein your situation reminds me of isabel again and again, it's the exact same reason why our friendship ended, but u r luckier . i know how u feel, i know very well . i wan u to cheer up, live on with a smile, dont let it affect yr studies any further .