u caused my everyday to be so lifeless and moody .
though the pain werent as hurtin as the one isabell gav me , but u r afterall still my friend .
this happens everytime , pains me .
when i reached home, i suddenly thought of this scene from a drama series .

alice : nobody likes choosin sides .

bette : but u do it so well .

i dont really care who u hang out with, those are yr friends , yr life .
but u r my friend, part of my life .
mayb to u it's jus a trival matter or u dont even know the damage u r causin to me .
but i've stopped interractin with people , because of u .
forget it, it's predestinied.