i know i should be studying, i know that i will be sitting in the hall in one month's time being unprepared. i know i will fail a couple of subjects .
and i know i will end up in an undesirable institute. but im not feeling scared , im not feeling worried. im not trying, even though deep down i want to study.
no one's here to push me anymore .
no one's here to nag at me , to see me through my beautiful life .
i've got no one to make proud of anymore .
every birthday i will ask for things that i want , ipod , watch, bag , jacket...
but this year i jus wan mummy .
i wan someone to be here for me everytime .
i dont want to be lonely .