when my brain was processing the trigo function question ,
my heart was aching like it had jus went for a 5km marathon, it was so painful. so painful for me to bear. i jus felt like stabbing myself, let the pain go off.
i was telling myself '' let her go, jus let it go..jus do that fucking logarithm question ''
i couldn't. i really really wan to, but my heart clinch on to u like a koala bear to a tree.
thanks zhar bo, thanks for making me let out how i felt .
i feel so much better, no more big fat rock crushing onto my heart, no more aching stabbing feel.
i figured it out.
i wont let u go. i wont stop loving u.
but i will not let my feelings tie me down, tie me away from my studies.
i wan to score. score and go to the course i wan. then i can really do what i wan.
then i will put in my all to court u. beware xP
bwahahahaha