the thought of having to break up with you scares me.
i really dont want one, even if you're force to.
i can lie on a low profile with you, as low as you want. but i cnt accept a break up.
not being able to see you is bad.
not being able to call you, is worse.
but not having you is, worst, it's fatal.
5 yrs = 1825 days.
i can only see you like once a week?
that makes only 52 days outta 365 days.
which means outta 1825 days only 260 days of being with you.
each day w/o u feels like a decade.
which means 1565 deacades before we can be together openly.
this is scary.