definations of 'break up',
a.to separate; scatter.
b.to put an end to; discontinue.
c.to divide or become divided into pieces.
d.to dissolve.
e.to disrupt; upset: Television commercials during a dramatic presentation break up the continuity of effect.
f.(of a personal relationship) to end: to break up a friendship; Their marriage broke up last year.
g.to end a personal relationship: Bob and Mary broke up last month.
h.to be or cause to be overcome with laughter: The comedian told several jokes that broke up the audience.


hc,
lets make this clear first, come to an agreement befr smth we do not wish to happen, happens.
if one day you were to call me, and ask for a break up, i will accept. but not in my heart.
i know you are force to say it.
break up means to end a personal relationship, which i clearly know you dont want to.
you said to me you will nvr lie to me, so this lie that you were force to tell will not be accepted by me, i will not take it seriously.
even if after you asked for a break up, and i accept, i will continue to count the days we've been together.
because this is the first time im really serious in a relationship, i love my partner, and i felt loved back.
i will wait for your return, but giv me motivation. giv me a call once in awhile, a sms if you can, to let me know you're still there for me. and we will walk this thru tgt.
i've messed up yr O's.
i've messed up you and yj.
i've messed up yr family.
and i wont leave jus liddat, after all that has happened, the more i will stay .
i will wait, even if it takes months. or even 5 yrs. cause 10 yrs later i still want to hold on to yr comfy hands, lie on yr bed, talk dirty things and watch stars with you.

Regine.