thank you Rachael, and everyone else whom showed concern .
thank you for those who cared, worried and prayed for me and my mom .
it's great to know there's a whole lot of friends with you at hard times .

thank you Edith, for trying to cheer me up everyday. trying to make everything right. always being there for me.


it's heart-warming and at the same time heart-breaking.
recovering yet short lifespan.
i can't fulfil my duties as a daughter.
i don't get to give her a good life.
she don't get to see me graduate, get a job and settle down .
i said before, i wanted to live in a 5-room apartment.
1 room for me and my partner,
2 for my kids,
and one for her.
there shall be a dressing desk, bed, plasma tv and wardrobe in her room .
i said before, i wanted to bring her to travel around the world once i've got the money.
i said i wanted to bring her to japan when i came back from japan school trip.
life's been hard on her.